Sunday
I decided that I needed something new, a place where I can start over. Stupid says that I have changed a lot. I can see that now, I have changed a lot.
I wanna change even more tho. I need some kind of routine, order. I wanna find something solid, a stable point. No more changes, no more drama. I am done being a teenager and doing all that. I wanna eat nice food, be with friends, not party during the weekends, play rugby, dance, cuddle, sing. I wanna be with my family, have my own apartment, a place that is just mine.
I need space, and time to be with myself without having anyone else around. I need to be me. It doesn't work here. Or, I am me but I cannot be completely relaxed because I have roommates. I have to take them into consideration. I cannot make my own food, there are people that depend on me.
I am so ready to go home to Sweden again. I need to hug my dad.
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