Sunday
I showered it away. The disgusting feeling of not being what I want. Of not standing up for the values that I adhere to, to letting myself down. No, I didn't do anything outrageous. I just have not listened to my mind for a while. Sometimes I don't understand my way of reasoning. Or lack thereof. I needed this kind of awakening I guess. Telling me that hey, you do have to respond to those signals in your body, they do effect your mood. It might just be yet one of those Sunday night depressions. See.. one more way in which I am trying to not face the facts. This is not good.
But the shower made me feel better. The disgust is almost gone and I napped with my favorite Kentuckian.
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