Amelie

Sunday

Yesterday was spent with my girls at the Mall of America, it is the world's second largest mall. It will soon reclaim its position as number one though. It is still huge, and I get paralyzed as I get inside. I did not spend that much money, and I basically got things that I needed or really wanted. Nothing spontaneous. Spontaneity is not a good characteristic when it comes to money while being a student. It was great being out with my friends.

I went back, ate, went to Tea Garden with a friend and had a wonderful talk. I like people with visions, even though I might seem somewhat pessimistic, it is nice to be around people that believe in a more positive future. I wish I was more like that.

After the tea, I went upstairs and found some other friends, started watching Saving Private Ryan. I failed to watch it. I went to bed.

Something that bothered me again, which often happens when I spend time with only American boys, is that they start to go on about my heritage and so on. Why is that such a big thing? I have been so good lately, not criticizing America, actually been giving positive comments, doing my best to not intimidate people. But no, people just cannot see me as anything else but as "The Swede".

Another thing that bothers me, that I don't really want to admit, is that some of my friendships are very much based on partying. Now that I am not going out with my friends, they seem to less prone to spend time with me. I guess that just places a value on the friendship, at the same time as it is sad. Very sad. But, nothing that I cannot get over.

Today will be spent in the music department. It is going to be funfunfun!

Impulshandlande på studentinkomst funkar ju finfint (om man gillar nudlar och vita bönor i tomatsås) ;)



ganska illa med "fylle-polare" jag hade ett par men efter mina små nyckterhetsperioder så vare adjöss med dem.(bara äkta vänner stannar i vått å torrt)



tycker lite synd om dej angående "svenne-stämpeln" :/ inge kul när man får någe sånt.



Kram Krille