Wednesday
Music Library, Purple Rain. Wonderful.
So I have had two quests lately, one being trying to find out what eye colour I have, and why do people find me intimidating. I am 160 cm tall, or 5'3" for my American readers, which in any unit is well below average height. My English is not perfect, and I have a rather funky accent. I am blond, got a high-pitched voice.. I don't think that is something that makes me qualify for being called intimidating. So, a friend told me why I am intimidating:
"Because you are an attractive girl with confidence that speak your mind". Is that a compliment? Should I rather be silent and keep my thoughts to myself? I bet some would think so, but how fun would that be on a scale from 1-225? Honestly, what is the point of being able to speak and having opinions if not expressing them? It bugged me a bit, yes. If I were to be intimidated by every person I saw that I find physically attractive and could articulate themselves, I would just have to hide somewhere because I would be intimidated by basically everyone. Oh well, at least I have got one opinion on why some people find me that way. If I need to change? Nah, not really planning on it.
Life is not that much fun at the moment, the school is all great and so is the people. But I think that I have too much in my head that needs to be solved before I can make sense of my life again. Right now, I have the most tense back this world has encountered. Exaggeration, but it is just not responding well to my inability to release those feelings that I should be able to feel. Maybe I am becoming a robot. Wouldn't that be nice..
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Postat av: Krille
"Because you are an attractive girl with confidence that speak your mind"
hahahaha... kan ju inte klaga på ursäkterna, men det e ju ganska skrämmande att bara dom "fula" tjejerna ska få uttrycka sina tankar, ska ni andra bara vara hemmafruar då eller? (-3 på skalan btw)
för övrigt så vill jag bara påpeka att du blir en cyborg och ingen robot ;)
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