Tuesday
That is today. It was a good day, I think. As I don't have a phone, my friends kindly forgets about my existence. I can forgive them for that for a while I guess.
I lost my appetite together with my sanity today. Of some unknown reason my hands feel like shaking. I have this weird feeling in my tummy and I just want to sleep. It is not painful, just annoying. I want to get it out of me, but I have no idea what to do with this feeling. Because it is not a severe physical condition, rather an emotional. But I cannot name it, recognize it or admit its existence.
This is what happens when I encounter strong feelings. I cannot deal with it and get semi-depressed. It is ridiculous, why didn't I learn how to handle things like this?
This will lead to more hours in the gym and early nights. Perfect.
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