Thursday
Waiting for the laundry to be done. We now have a functioning bathroom and the whole condo is clean. It feels wonderful to finally be able to walk barefooted in here. It has been horrible to not have access to a shower, for such a long time. Not that I like showering particularly much, in fact I just shower when I have to, but I like being able to make that decision myself. Should have gone out with a friend today, but I was too exhausted to do anything at all after my work out. Yeah, that. Working out in the heat is wonderful. It makes you realize how important water is for the body to work. I don't like drinking water from glasses. The only way in which I can consume water is from plastic water bottles. So I don't shower and I don't drink water.. Nah, that is not really the whole truth. I drink a lot of water and I shower almost every day. But that is just because of work and exercise. When I am sick, I forget to shower completely. I can go for days. Nobody notices anyhow as my hair has this wonderful tendency of always looking the same.
Grandpa is sleeping, he is so happy now when everything is finally done. Hopefully he gets nicer now when he doesn't have to stress about the dust and dirt from the construction workers and the lack of water.
Tomorrow I am going to barbecue with our neighbors and play with their kids. They have grown so much. I think the oldest one just turned eight. It makes me feel really old too, as I remember the day they came home with him from the hospital. He had such pretty eyes.
Something that is killing me at the moment is lack of communication and courage. Without communication there is no way to solve any problems, and I am one of those people that think a lot. Meaning, I need to talk to get things out of my head so that I can move on. But I guess that not daring to confront a problem says more about the person that doesn't have the courage than the one that is being targeted with the act of not talking.
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duhhhh nine, stupid ^^ <3 isky
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