Amelie

Tuesday

Today I am drowning in school work. Or, not really. I have so many other things to do that I cannot do the things that I need to do for school. So I decided to blog now when I have some excess time to play with. Nah, it is just that I cannot concentrate. Why is that? I don't know, might be because the weather is lovely, people are being all cozy outside my window, I have emotions that I am bad at suppress. I value rationality. A lot.

Too much. Right now I am being very rational, and basically all of my friends have heard me complain about love songs, movies about love, getting married, settling down, the constant excitement and whatnot. So I guess my ideal world would be very mellow, sort of grey. No extremes, I mean happy is definitely okay, but being excited for the shoes that are going to arrive in two weeks is really stretching it. I asked my friends yesterday if I am grumpy, and they say that I am just very passionate about certain things. I don't know if that was something positive or not.

I want to have time to think, need some space to discover where I am at right now. Because I am not too sure about it. I don't know what kind of confirmation I need, or how I can make people around me feel that I appreciate them. I think I might fail in that aspect quite heavily at the moment.

Gangsterbild ;)



filmer du ska se(innehåller int kärlek :P):

*Felon.

*Law abiding citizen

*Pandorum

*sherlock holmes

*Triangle

*The perfect getaway

*The Strangers



Sjukt grymma filmer som jag tycker att alla bör se :)