Sunday
Sunday evening, my least favorite part of the week. Sitting in my room listening to Pink Floyd and drinking tea. It sounds cozy, but I just want it to end. I want to fall asleep and wake up tomorrow with the sun in my face and go for a heavy work out. Forget about life for a while, get my thoughts off your death for some time. I tried yesterday to drink more than I should. It ended up in catastrophe so I don't think I will do that again. From now on I will do music therapy and work out to get my mind off things. I hope that will work better.
I will also try to get out of the apartment. It is difficult, as I feel so comfortable here. It is actually becoming a home. The decorations are soon all up on the wall.
I watched my first game of American football yesterday. It was definitely an experience. But I didn't get everything. I wished I could have had some kind of remote control to pause the game occasionally and rewind when I needed to understand what was going on out there. There is a game next Saturday too, I will drag someone with me to that and hopefully it will explain even more.
Tomorrow I will see if I can find myself a jazz combo to sing with. It would be pretty awesome if there was one. I want to sing still, but I need a different platform than choir. I feel like I cannot use my potential within choir. Now I am rambling. Now I shall sleep.
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