Thursday - Carolyn McBride
I am not a person that cries, that enjoys drama, or creates too much of it either. I can be rather difficult to be around due to my capacity of talking before thinking. Some things I guess should be remain unsaid, but I am not that good at that. If someone asks for an opinion I will share mine. Most of the time, not always. Being my friend is something that I would call challenging. I wish that I could express more feelings when it comes to the people that are close to me. There is a lot of baggage to me, like it is to most people.
Moving to another country, on the other side of the world can be rather challenging. It was for sure a cultural shock. I recognized some of it, but the adjustments that I had to made were huge. Starting up a new life takes time. It also took some time until I found you, Coraline. Carolyn McBride is the most beautiful being on this entire earth. I am not saying that because she is my friend, I thought so way before we became close friends. Her face is divine, and so photogenic. I must say that I sometimes feel a bit awkward being in the same picture as she, as I feel like I am ruining it. Carolyn McBride is no drama. Carolyn McBride will host me in her room when I cannot go back to my apartment. She will feed me and medicate me if I need to. She would look at me for an hour changing clothes if I wanted her to. Carolyn McBride is independence, love and caring. She is ok with me being weird and antisocial, doesn't take offense when I have my moments. She visits me when I need her. She compliments me when I need it the most, and when I don't need it at all. Carolyn McBride is a confidence boost that I don't know if I would ever want to be without again. She is support, logic and appreciation. She is a million nicknames.
We took our time, getting to know each other. Now I know you, and you know me. I feel safe, which I rarely do. I now I am writing this, as I don't know in what other way I would be able to tell you how much you mean to me. In my American life, you are my rock. That's it. My love for you is pure and true.
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